I love fashion and event co-ordination and this was one show I would say I am most proud of. Roof top, all white theme, beautiful night view of Johannesburg, great designers showcasing their work and an amazing turn out.
On this day I learnt two things about myself, I am my biggest enemy and I am a perfectionist. Why am I my biggest enemy? well I am the only person who controls what hurts me, demotivates me and anything negative is by choice that I let it affect me. Even when my guest's were enjoying themselves I cried because of all the imperfections I kept seeing. My imperfections was their perfection, down playing my work made me less confident. Learning to make the best of a situation and learning from it was a lesson I had to learn on a night so many celebrated what I worked hard to give them.
Self hate is the worst kind of hate and learning to not be too hard on yourself is important. We miss the good and even the great because we continuously looking to make everything better. Take a step back and be proud of yourself for even trying. Many take a backseat and let other's work or achieve their dreams. You are part of the percentage that is taking action and filling out your book achievements. It may not be easy but its worth it for self-fulfilling purposes, our books will be filled because we aren't afraid to try.
Fear is hard to get over it took me years but I hope that isn't the case for others who are talented and possess greatness in them. The fear of rejection not only in relationships but in society is one of the reasons people with great ideas keep them to themselves. I say no matter how crazy you may think your dreams or ideas are TRY. Never Give up if you believe.....
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